{"id":6993,"date":"2023-01-31T06:02:54","date_gmt":"2023-01-31T06:02:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/?p=6993"},"modified":"2024-07-05T20:19:42","modified_gmt":"2024-07-05T20:19:42","slug":"fire-fire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/2023\/01\/fire-fire\/","title":{"rendered":"Focule, focule"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"\"...Focule, focule! Vreascurile trosnesc \u0219i v\u00e2ntul nocturn al toamnei t\u00e2rzii face fl\u0103c\u0103rile s\u0103 zburde. Zona e cufundat\u0103 \u00een bezn\u0103, sunt singur l\u00e2ng\u0103 foc, dac\u0103 vreau, pot s\u0103-mi mai aduc c\u0103z\u0103turi din locurile unde au lucrat dulgherii. M\u0103 aflu \u00eentr-o zon\u0103 privilegiat\u0103, at\u00e2t de privilegiat\u0103, \u00eenc\u00e2t m\u0103 simt de parc\u0103 a\u0219 fi liber, pe o insul\u0103 a paradisului, \u00een \u201e\u0219ara\u0219ka\u201d de la Marfino din cele mai liberale vremuri ale ei. Nimeni nu m\u0103 supravegheaz\u0103, nu m\u0103 trimite \u00een celul\u0103, nu m\u0103 gone\u0219te de l\u00e2ng\u0103 foc. Mi-am pus pufoaica pe umeri, c\u0103ci totu\u0219i e cam frig, din pricina v\u00e2ntului p\u0103trunz\u0103tor.<\/p>

Dar ea - de c\u00e2te ceasuri st\u0103 drep\u021bi \u00een b\u0103taia v\u00e2ntului, cu m\u00e2inile lipite de corp, cu capul plecat, ba pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd, ba \u00eenghe\u021b\u00e2nd nemi\u0219cat\u0103:<\/p>\n\n

Uneori se roag\u0103 din nou, cu glas t\u00e2nguitor:<\/p>\n\n

\u2014\t Cet\u0103\u021bene \u0219ef!... Ierta\u021bi-m\u0103. Fi\u021bi bun, ierta\u021bi-m\u0103, n-am s\u0103 mai fac...<\/p><\/p>

V\u00e2ntul \u00eemi aduce sc\u00e2ncetul ei at\u00e2t de aproape, de parc\u0103 s-ar t\u00e2ngui la urechea mea. \u00cen postul de gard\u0103, cet\u0103\u021beanul \u0219ef \u00ee\u0219i umple godinul cu lemne \u0219i nu r\u0103spunde.<\/p>

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E postul de gard\u0103 al lag\u0103rului din vecin\u0103tate, de unde muncitorii vin s\u0103 ne instaleze o conduct\u0103 de ap\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 repare cl\u0103direa d\u0103r\u0103p\u0103nat\u0103 a seminarului. Desp\u0103r\u021bit\u0103 de mine prin mai multe \u00eempletituri de s\u00e2rm\u0103 ghimpat\u0103, la doi pa\u0219i de postul de gard\u0103, sub felinarul cu lumin\u0103 vie, st\u0103 ab\u0103tut\u0103 o feti\u0219can\u0103 pedepsit\u0103; v\u00e2ntul \u00eei smuce\u0219te fusta cenu\u0219ie, de lag\u0103r, \u0219fichiuindu-i cu suflarea lui \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103 picioarele \u0219i capul \u00eenvelit \u00eentr-o n\u0103fram\u0103 sub\u021bire. \u00cen timpul zilei, c\u00e2nd s\u0103paser\u0103 \u00een curtea noastr\u0103 \u0219an\u021bul acela, fusese cald. \u0219i o alt\u0103 fat\u0103, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-se s\u0103 alunece \u00een r\u00e2p\u0103, se strecurase t\u00e2r\u00e2\u0219 p\u00e2n\u0103 la \u0219oseaua Vlad\u00eekinskoe \u0219i evadase, profit\u00e2nd de faptul c\u0103 paza era cam c\u0103scat\u0103. Iar pe \u0219osea circul\u0103 un autobuz de c\u0103l\u0103tori din Moscova. C\u00e2nd \u0219i-au dat seama, prinde-o dac\u0103 mai po\u021bi. S-a dat alarma, cur\u00e2nd \u0219i-a f\u0103cut apari\u021bia un maior negricios \u0219i furibund, url\u00e2nd c\u0103, pentru evadarea asta, dac\u0103 fugara nu va fi prins\u0103, \u00eentregul lag\u0103r va fi privat de vizite \u0219i de pachete vreme de o lun\u0103 \u00eencheiat\u0103. Femeile din brigad\u0103 turbaser\u0103, \u021bipau, mai cu seam\u0103 una, care-\u0219i mai \u0219i rotea \u00een orbite ochii plini de ur\u0103: \u201eS-o prind\u0103, tic\u0103loasa! \u0218i s-o tund\u0103 - cran\u021b! cran\u021b! - cu foarfeca \u00een fa\u021ba coloanei!\u201d (Nu era inven\u021bia ei, a\u0219a sunt pedepsite femeile \u00een GULAG.) Iar feti\u0219cana asta spusese oft\u00e2nd: \u201eM\u0103car de s-ar distra \u0219i pentru noi acolo, \u00een libertate!\u201d. Un gardian o auzise \u0219i uite c\u0103 acum era pedepsit\u0103: to\u021bi fuseser\u0103 du\u0219i \u00een lag\u0103r, \u00een vreme ce pe ea o puseser\u0103 s\u0103 stea \u201edrep\u021bi\u201d \u00een fa\u021ba postului de gard\u0103. Asta se \u00eent\u00e2mplase pe la \u0219ase seara, acum era unsprezece noaptea. \u00cencercase s\u0103 trop\u0103ie din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, ca s\u0103 se mai \u00eenc\u0103lzeasc\u0103, dar \u201e\u0219eful\u201d \u00ee\u0219i scotea capul pe u\u0219\u0103 \u0219i r\u0103cnea: \u201eStai drep\u021bi, c..., altfel o s\u0103 fie \u0219i mai r\u0103u!\u201d Acum nu se mai mi\u0219ca, pl\u00e2ngea numai.<\/p>\n\n

\u2014\t Ierta\u021bi-m\u0103, cet\u0103\u021bene \u0219ef!... L\u0103sa\u021bi-m\u0103 \u00een lag\u0103r, n-am s\u0103 mai fac!...<\/p><\/p>

Dar nici la poarta lag\u0103rului nimeni n-o s\u0103 spun\u0103: E o sf\u00e2nt\u0103! S\u0103 intre!...<\/em> [Aluzie la un poem \u00een proz\u0103 al lui Turgheniev, intitulat Pragul<\/em>. O t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 fat\u0103 st\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba unei por\u021bi simboliz\u00e2nd intrarea \u00een via\u021ba de revolu\u021bionar\u0103-terorist\u0103. E prevenit\u0103 asupra tuturor \u00eencerc\u0103rilor ce o a\u0219teapt\u0103, inclusiv asupra obliga\u021biei de a ucide, dar ea persist\u0103 \u00een hot\u0103r\u00e2rea de a intra. \u00cen acest moment r\u0103sun\u0103 dou\u0103 voci. Una spune \u201eE o nebun\u0103!\u201d, iar cealalt\u0103 - \u201eE o sf\u00e2nt\u0103! S\u0103 intre!\u201d.]<\/p>

O \u021bin at\u00e2t de t\u00e2rziu acolo, pentru c\u0103 a doua zi e duminic\u0103 \u0219i nu vor avea nevoie de ea la lucru.<\/p>

O feti\u0219can\u0103 blond\u0103, simpl\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 \u0219coal\u0103. \u00cenchis\u0103 pentru cine \u0219tie ce papiot\u0103 de a\u021b\u0103. Ce g\u00e2nd primejdios ai rostit, feti\u021bo!... Vor s\u0103-\u021bi dea o lec\u021bie pentru toat\u0103 via\u021ba.<\/p>

Focule, focule!... Pe front, ne uitam \u00een foc s\u0103 vedem cum va fi via\u021ba dup\u0103 Victorie... V\u00e2ntul smulge din fl\u0103c\u0103ri o coaj\u0103 de copac arz\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/p>

Acestui foc \u0219i \u021bie, feti\u021bo, v\u0103 f\u0103g\u0103duiesc: \u00eentreaga lume va citi despre asta.<\/p>

Ac\u021biunea se desf\u0103\u0219oar\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u0219itul anului 1947, \u00een ajunul celei de-a treizecea anivers\u0103ri a lui Octombrie, \u00een cetatea noastr\u0103 de scaun, Moscova, care tocmai s\u0103rb\u0103torise \u00eemplinirea a opt sute de ani de atrocit\u0103\u021bi. La doi kilometri de expozi\u021bia unional\u0103 agricol\u0103. \u0218i la nici un kilometru de Casa de crea\u021bie a iobagilor din Ostankino.<\/p>

Alexandr Soljeni\u021b\u00een<\/em>
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\u2026Fire, fire! The branches crackle and the night wind of late autumn blows the flame of the bonfire back and forth. The compound is dark; I am alone at the bonfire, and I can bring it still more carpenters\u2019 shavings. The compound here is a privileged one, so privileged that it is almost as if […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[75],"tags":[33],"class_list":["post-6993","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-icon-from-within-jan-feb-23","tag-christian-culture","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6993","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6993"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6993\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7049,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6993\/revisions\/7049"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6993"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6993"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6993"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}