{"id":6504,"date":"2022-11-30T06:14:05","date_gmt":"2022-11-30T06:14:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/?p=6504"},"modified":"2024-03-11T17:53:16","modified_gmt":"2024-03-11T17:53:16","slug":"no-longer-am-i-tired-of-being","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/2022\/11\/no-longer-am-i-tired-of-being\/","title":{"rendered":"Nu m\u0103 mai satur s\u0103 fiu"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"6504\" class=\"elementor elementor-6504\" data-elementor-settings=\"[]\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-section-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-5b3e0cc elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"5b3e0cc\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-row\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-d892564\" data-id=\"d892564\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-bb74267 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"bb74267\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-text-editor elementor-clearfix\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-6518 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/novdec22_img61.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"335\" height=\"380\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/novdec22_img61.jpg 335w, https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/novdec22_img61-264x300.jpg 264w, https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/novdec22_img61-11x12.jpg 11w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 335px) 100vw, 335px\" \/>Aud notele lini\u0219tite de la pian. \u00centins\u0103 pe canapea, cu mintea la locul ei, l\u00e2ng\u0103 inima mea.<\/p><p>Privesc \u00een jur, toate \u00ee\u0219i au locul, privesc \u00een mine: toate \u00ee\u0219i au locul. A\u0219 pleca, dar a\u0219 mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne pu\u021bin, m-a\u0219 mai bucura pu\u021bin de lini\u0219tea asta vie care se revars\u0103 \u00een mine. A\u0219 pl\u00e2nge pu\u021bin, dar de bucurie. De bucuria clipei pe care m\u0103 las s-o simt. A\u0219a c\u0103 mai stau pu\u021bin pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 tem c\u0103 lumea de-afar\u0103 \u00eemi va fura clipa.<\/p><p>Schimb\u0103ri majore se petrec \u00een mine. E ca \u0219i cum un ora\u0219 \u00eentreg se distruge, \u00eei v\u0103d cl\u0103dirile cum se risipesc, se despic\u0103 de la mijloc \u0219i se transform\u0103 \u00een fum. Respir pentru c\u0103 \u0219tiu: cl\u0103dirile sunt iluziile \u00een care am locuit. M-am plimbat prin case pustii cu oameni mor\u021bi mim\u00e2nd fericirea. Am pl\u00e2ns \u00een blocuri gri crez\u00e2nd c\u0103 despre asta este iubirea. Am alergat \u00een nop\u021bi pustii c\u0103ut\u00e2nd prietenia. Am stat la o mas\u0103 de plastic l\u00e2ng\u0103 ni\u0219te corpuri care m\u0103 f\u0103ceau s\u0103 cred c\u0103 asta e tot.<\/p><p>Cl\u0103dirile sunt iluziile \u00een care am tr\u0103it \u0219i acum le las s\u0103 se d\u0103r\u00e2me. Iar spre surprinderea mea, nu r\u0103m\u00e2ne un loc pustiit. \u00cen locul \u00een care au fost cl\u0103dirile, se afl\u0103 via\u021ba cea adev\u0103rat\u0103. \u00cen locul \u00een care au fost cl\u0103dirile, se na\u0219te ceva nou, firav, e ca un r\u00e2u, ca un izvor din care se va ad\u0103pa tot ce urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 creasc\u0103. Simt cum cl\u0103dirile ascundeau eternitatea din mine. Iar acum doar stau, \u00een locul \u00een care au fost cl\u0103dirile. \u0218i \u00eemi vine s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng, dar de bucurie.<\/p><p>Parc\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2lnesc pentru prima dat\u0103, parc\u0103 pentru prima dat\u0103 m\u0103 v\u0103d cu adev\u0103rat. M\u0103 simt plin\u0103 de sufletul meu \u0219i m\u0103 bucur. M\u0103 bucur s\u0103 Te cunosc, e\u0219ti mai minunat dec\u00e2t a\u0219 fi putut vreodat\u0103 s\u0103-mi \u00eenchipui. Simt un drag pentru sufletul meu mic care parc\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i ridic\u0103 u\u0219or capul s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 iubirea. Sunt plin\u0103 de sufletul meu \u0219i mi-e plin sufletul de Dumnezeu.<\/p><p>\u00ce\u021bi dai seama? Suntem nemuritori! Nu m\u0103 mai satur s\u0103 fiu. Copilul T\u0103u, Doamne. Iar de acum niciodat\u0103 nu o s\u0103 mai vreau s\u0103 mai fiu altceva dec\u00e2t copilul T\u0103u, Doamne!<\/p><p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Beatrice<\/em><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I hear the tranquil notes from the piano. Lying on the couch, with my mind in its place, next to my heart. I look around, everything has its place, I look within: everything has its place. I\u2019d leave, but I\u2019d stay a little longer, I\u2019d rejoice a little in this vibrant tranquility that overflows within [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[73],"tags":[29],"class_list":["post-6504","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-icon-from-within-nov-dec-22","tag-youth-voice","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6504","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6504"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6504\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6629,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6504\/revisions\/6629"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6504"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6504"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6504"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}