{"id":3148,"date":"2021-07-31T18:04:49","date_gmt":"2021-07-31T18:04:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/?p=3148"},"modified":"2024-03-11T17:55:33","modified_gmt":"2024-03-11T17:55:33","slug":"holy-fathers-vii-viii-2021","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/2021\/07\/holy-fathers-vii-viii-2021\/","title":{"rendered":"Nu te teme, stau eu cu tine"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"\"\u00cen luna iulie, \u00een ziua a 2-a, \u00eel s\u0103rb\u0103torim pe un mare sf\u00e2nt contemporan, Ioan Maximovici, f\u0103c\u0103torul de minuni. Ne-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 este potrivit s\u0103-i cinstim pomenirea public\u00e2nd o m\u0103rturie contemporan\u0103 despre o minune a sa. M\u0103rturia \u00eei apar\u021bine ieromonahului Savvatey Ageev, stare\u021bul m\u0103n\u0103stirii Sf\u00e2ntul Dimitrie din Tesalonic de la Framingham, MA.<\/em><\/p>

I.<\/p>

\u00cen iunie 2017, \u00een drum dinspre New York spre Massachusetts, am a\u021bipit pe scaunul din dreapta \u0219oferului. La un moment dat, \u0219oferul a fr\u00e2nat brusc \u0219i nea\u0219teptat pentru a evita un accident. Centura de siguran\u021b\u0103 mi-a presat abdomenul \u0219i mi-a v\u0103t\u0103mat peretele abdominal \u0219i organele interne, dar eu n-am \u0219tiut. Cur\u00e2nd dup\u0103 acest incident, am plecat \u00eentr-un pelerinaj \u00een Rusia. \u00cenainte de a pleca, m-am sim\u021bit foarte r\u0103u, sl\u0103bit \u0219i adesea mi-era sete. Dup\u0103 ce am terminat pelerinajul, am mers s\u0103-mi v\u0103d p\u0103rin\u021bii \u00een Irkutsk.<\/p>

Odat\u0103 ajuns \u00een Irkutsk, condi\u021bia mea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se deterioreze rapid. Abia puteam s\u0103 m\u0103 mi\u0219c \u0219i \u00een seara de 28 iulie mi-am pierdut cuno\u0219tin\u021ba \u00een casa p\u0103rin\u021bilor mei \u2013 am avut ruptur\u0103 de splin\u0103 cu 50% pierdere de s\u00e2nge. Am auzit o voce care \u00eemi spunea s\u0103 nu adorm, s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic, s\u0103 lupt cu sl\u0103biciunea mea. Mi-am rec\u0103p\u0103tat cuno\u0219tin\u021ba \u00een ambulan\u021b\u0103, unde mi se f\u0103cuse o injec\u021bie cu adrenalin\u0103 \u00een inim\u0103. Doctorul de pe ambulan\u021b\u0103 mi-a spus c\u0103 inima mi se oprise timp de un minut.<\/p>

\u00cenainte de opera\u021bie, la spital, eram jum\u0103tate adormit, un \u00eentuneric ad\u00e2nc a c\u0103zut peste mine \u0219i am auzit un zgomot puternic de geamuri sparte. Din acel moment nu am \u0219tiut ce s-a mai \u00eent\u00e2mplat. Dup\u0103 opera\u021bie, am avut dureri mari, timp \u00een care mi-am pierdut cuno\u0219tin\u021ba pentru mai multe ore sau chiar zile. Am tr\u0103it ceea ce se cheam\u0103 moarte clinic\u0103, ie\u0219ire din trup. M-am g\u0103sit \u00eentr-un loc frumos, de fiecare dat\u0103 acela\u0219i. Dup\u0103 ce m\u0103 \u00eentorceam \u00een trup, de fiecare dat\u0103 sim\u021beam o bucurie interioar\u0103 ad\u00e2nc\u0103 \u0219i aveam o rug\u0103ciune curat\u0103 plin\u0103 de lacrimi, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiere.<\/p>

C\u00e2nd am fost afar\u0103 din trup, m-am g\u0103sit \u00eentr-un loc necunoscut, dar foarte frumos, ca o p\u0103dure. Nu era o surs\u0103 de lumin\u0103 sau umbre, dar totul era plin de lumin\u0103 \u0219i de \u00een\u021belesuri \u0219i de cunoa\u0219tere. C\u00e2teodat\u0103 lumina devenea at\u00e2t de str\u0103lucitoare \u00eenc\u00e2t trebuia s\u0103-mi \u00eenchid ochii. \u00cen timpul acestor tr\u0103iri afar\u0103 din trup am vorbit cu monahii de acolo, care mi-au \u00eeng\u0103duit s\u0103 pun \u00eentreb\u0103ri. Multe din \u00eentreb\u0103rile mele erau personale, dar sunt c\u00e2teva lucruri pe care pot s\u0103 le \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219esc. M-am \u00eentrebat de ce a venit un a\u0219a necaz peste mine. Monahii m-au corectat, spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 \u00eentreb \u201ede ce\u201d s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat a\u0219a ceva, ci \u201epentru ce scop?\u201d \u0218i r\u0103spunsul era: ca s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg durerea altuia \u0219i s\u0103 fiu mai \u00eeng\u0103duitor cu ceilal\u021bi. O persoan\u0103 care nu a sim\u021bit suferin\u021ba poate doar s\u0103-\u0219i imagineze cum e suferin\u021ba. Domnul nostru Iisus Hristos \u00censu\u0219i a cunoscut suferin\u021ba fizic\u0103 extrem\u0103 dup\u0103 ce a fost tr\u0103dat, arestat \u0219i r\u0103stignit, a pierdut o cantitate incredibil\u0103 de s\u00e2nge \u0219i s-a sufocat. Nimeni nu L-a ajutat, pe c\u00e2nd eu primeam mult\u0103 asisten\u021b\u0103 medical\u0103. Potrivit c\u0103lug\u0103rilor, boala mea a fost \u00eeng\u0103duit\u0103 pentru iluminarea mea, pentru a m\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba. Era necesar pentru mine s\u0103 trec prin \u00eencercarea durerii pentru a \u00een\u021belege mai bine jertfa \u0219i dragostea Domnului nostru fa\u021b\u0103 de crea\u021bia Sa \u2013 omul. \u0218i, bine\u00een\u021beles, pentru ca eu s\u0103 fiu mai atent la suferin\u021ba \u0219i durerea aproapelui. Durerea cur\u0103\u021b\u0103 omul \u0219i-l \u00eenva\u021b\u0103 smerenia.<\/p>

\u00cen timpul conversa\u021biei, am cerut s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een acel loc frumos, dar monahii mi-au spus c\u0103 \u00een starea mea duhovniceasc\u0103 de acum \u2013 o stare de slav\u0103 de\u0219art\u0103, viclenie, arogan\u021b\u0103, m\u00e2ndrie \u0219i \u00eendrept\u0103\u021bire de sine \u2013 aceasta este imposibil. Mi s-a poruncit s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00een lume \u0219i s\u0103-mi corectez sl\u0103biciunile suflete\u0219ti.<\/p>

II.<\/p>

Dup\u0103 opera\u021bie, care a fost reu\u0219it\u0103, am fost transferat \u00een salonul post-operator. \u00cen a doua zi de \u0219edere a mea acolo, s-au \u00eent\u00e2mplat urm\u0103toarele. Pe la orele 23.00 am sim\u021bit o r\u0103ceal\u0103 puternic\u0103, apoi febr\u0103, \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 sufoc \u2013 aveam pneumonie bilateral\u0103. Nu eram \u00een stare s\u0103 vorbesc \u0219i nici m\u0103car s\u0103 strig dup\u0103 ajutor. Deodat\u0103 un preot \u00een ras\u0103 gri a intrat \u00een camer\u0103. I-am v\u0103zut doar silueta. S-a a\u0219ezat la picioarele mele pe patul de spital, mi-a luat m\u00e2na \u0219i mi-a zis: \u201eNu te teme, stau eu cu tine.\u201d A vorbit cu mine toat\u0103 noaptea. Era Sf\u00e2ntul Ioan de Shanghai \u0219i San Francisco (Maximovici)!<\/p>

\"\"Conversa\u021bia mea cu Sf\u00e2ntul Ioan a fost una personal\u0103. Mi-a dat de \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 fiu mai bl\u00e2nd \u0219i delicat; c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai implic \u00een controversele \u0219i polemicile legate de aspecte teologice \u0219i duhovnice\u0219ti contemporane; c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 renun\u021b la toate re\u021belele de socializare \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eencetez s\u0103-mi mai demonstrez punctele de vedere fa\u021b\u0103 de oponen\u021bi. Un c\u0103lug\u0103r nu ar trebui s\u0103 se certe, s\u0103 condamne, s\u0103 se \u00eendrept\u0103\u021beasc\u0103 pe sine \u0219i s\u0103 se auto-comp\u0103timeasc\u0103, ci s\u0103 se roage permanent \u2013 nu numai pentru cei apropia\u021bi ai lui, ci \u0219i pentru cei care sunt \u00eempotriva noastr\u0103. \u00cen acea sear\u0103 am fost \u00eentr-o stare extrem de rea, dar trupul meu, de\u0219i sl\u0103bit de opera\u021bie \u0219i de pierderea s\u00e2ngelui \u0219i a organelor, cu rug\u0103ciunile Sf\u00e2ntului Ioan, a dep\u0103\u0219it aceast\u0103 condi\u021bie \u2013 Sf\u00e2ntul Ioan pur \u0219i simplu nu m-a l\u0103sat s\u0103 trec \u00een cealalt\u0103 lume. F\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul lui Vl\u0103dica, acea noapte ar fi putut fi ultima pentru mine pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt. Doctorii care au venit la patul meu diminea\u021ba nu puteau s\u0103 cread\u0103 cum am supravie\u021buit \u00eentr-o stare a\u0219a de grav\u0103 timp de 8 ore f\u0103r\u0103 interven\u021bia lor.<\/p>

Ieromonah Savvatey Ageev<\/em>
M\u0103n\u0103stirea Sf\u00e2ntul Dimitrie din Tesalonic<\/em>
Framingham, MA, SUA<\/em><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

On the second day of July, we celebrate a great contemporary saint, John Maximovitch the Miracle Worker. We thought it befitting to honor his memory by publishing a contemporary testimony of a miracle. The testimony belongs to Hieromonk Savvatey (Ageev) of St Demetrios of Thessaloniki Monastery in Framingham, Massachusetts. I. In June 2017, on the […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[62],"tags":[23],"class_list":["post-3148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-icon-from-within-jul-aug-21","tag-holy-fathers","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3148"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3243,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3148\/revisions\/3243"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}