{"id":6995,"date":"2023-01-31T06:03:58","date_gmt":"2023-01-31T06:03:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/?p=6995"},"modified":"2024-07-05T20:22:46","modified_gmt":"2024-07-05T20:22:46","slug":"he-sought-to-see-him","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/2023\/01\/he-sought-to-see-him\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cHe sought to see Him&#8230;\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"6995\" class=\"elementor elementor-6995\" data-elementor-settings=\"[]\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-section-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-1e56ded elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1e56ded\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-row\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-e9997f0\" data-id=\"e9997f0\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-50f5354 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"50f5354\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-text-editor elementor-clearfix\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<figure id=\"attachment_7027\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-7027\" style=\"width: 420px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-7027 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/janfeb23_img814.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"420\" height=\"319\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/janfeb23_img814.jpg 420w, https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/janfeb23_img814-300x228.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/janfeb23_img814-16x12.jpg 16w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 420px) 100vw, 420px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-7027\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Zacchaeus the Publican, fresco, 14th century, De\u010dani Monastery, Serbia<\/figcaption><\/figure><p>On the 32nd Sunday after Pentecost, we heard the Gospel reading about Zacchaeus. The Lord was passing through Jericho not long before His Passion. It was known that the Lord was passing through Jericho, but this Zacchaeus, on the final occasion at his disposal, for the Lord didn\u2019t pass through Jericho again after this, wants to see Him. We know he was a rich tax collector. We want to dwell upon this desire that Zacchaeus had to seek out the Lord. He sought to see Him, but couldn\u2019t do so because of the multitude. So, he had this yearning, this surging force within him, to see the Messiah. To see His face, to see Him from close up.<\/p><p>If we\u2019d take with us on this thing from today\u2019s Gospel, this impulse to see the Lord, that would be extraordinary. Zacchaeus knew that He was passing through Jericho. We, too, know that He passes through; He passes through the Liturgy on Sunday. Elder Aimilianos of Simonopetra even said: \u201cHere, in the services, in the church, everything is Christ. The priest, donning all his vestments, keeps the place of Christ.\u201d Elder Aimilianos commented further: \u201cWhat would you do when you see Christ? You try to touch Him, to grasp Him. Like Mary Magdalene did, when the Lord prevented her, because He hadn\u2019t ascended to His Father.\u201d This should be our impulse, to want to see Him too. This fact \u2013 that we long to see Him, to grasp Him \u2013 is natural, but also an indication that we are alive in our soul. The harlot succeeded. Zacchaeus also succeeded. Just about anyone who wants to, succeeds, according to Elder Aimilianos\u2019 maxim: \u201cMan succeeds in whatever he proposes.\u201d<\/p><p>It would be good if we also had this impulse to see our Lord. This impulse is life-giving. And when you have this desire to see the Messiah, the Christ, to hear Him, to touch Him, and to stand before Him \u2013 like the harlot or anyone else did, with the same heart \u2013 what do you do? To accomplish this, Zacchaeus found a sycamore tree. He didn\u2019t know about that sycamore tree. But, all of a sudden, it proved to be very important. He, being small of stature, climbed up into this sycamore tree. We, too, are small of stature. From where we are, we can\u2019t see much of Him. We\u2019re too small. And we need to climb up somewhere. Yes, we\u2019re small, we\u2019re buried in this world, beneath our worries, beneath our problems, beneath our priorities, and we can\u2019t see Christ Who is passing through. Others see Him, but we can\u2019t see Him. So, then, we need to find a sycamore tree and climb it. Everyone needs to find such a sycamore tree. It can be a deep thankfulness. It can be a deep repentance, naturally. It can be an act of charity, something to lift us up a bit above our world. It can be a deep prayer, maybe a prayer with tears. Each of us needs to find such a sycamore tree, to lift myself up above where I am and to strive towards Him, to see Him. And then, He will see me too. He lifts up His eyes and sees me.<\/p><p>Elder Zacharias Zacharou, speaking about our participation in the Divine Liturgy, gave this rule: however much you invest in preparing for the Liturgy is how much you receive. The measure of your preparation for Liturgy, for presenting yourself before the Lord, is how much you get. However much space you make in your heart is what gets filled. And, he says, through our preparation for Liturgy, which implies prayer, repentance, charity, and humility, we bring gifts to Liturgy. If we uncover a humble thought in our heart, that becomes a gift for the Liturgy, and I go to offer it to the Lord. If I have a sincere feeling, if I have a deep thankfulness, anything. These are the gifts we can bring and which God anticipates from us.<\/p><p>In our preparation for Liturgy, says Elder Zacharias, knowing that I want to see Christ in Jericho or that I want to meet Christ, I prepare myself. And he says that through our preparation, we prepare a place in our soul, meaning that a dwelling is made in our heart, meaning that we gather ourselves. We withdraw from the world and concentrate more and more on our inner life. And the place is in our heart, we make a dwelling in our heart, in the place where we stand before the Lord as we are. That is the sycamore tree. Everyone needs to find their sycamore tree, to create it, each as he can. If we have Zacchaeus\u2019 desire to see the Lord, and we try to prepare, we will collect ourselves and we\u2019ll make a small sycamore tree within us, enough to catch a glimpse, to sense the Lord. And, with each Liturgy, better and better. So, with this aim in mind, we\u2019ll be able to see the Messiah, or rather He\u2019ll be able to see us as we are. And no act of presenting ourselves before God remains barren of fruit. If we succeed, we\u2019ll find much grace, like Zacchaeus: \u201cToday salvation has come to this house.\u201d<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On the 32nd Sunday after Pentecost, we heard the Gospel reading about Zacchaeus. The Lord was passing through Jericho not long before His Passion. It was known that the Lord was passing through Jericho, but this Zacchaeus, on the final occasion at his disposal, for the Lord didn\u2019t pass through Jericho again after this, wants [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[75],"tags":[22],"class_list":["post-6995","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-icon-from-within-jan-feb-23","tag-meditation","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6995","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6995"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6995\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7053,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6995\/revisions\/7053"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6995"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6995"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sfdumitru.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6995"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}